the road

I will wait in the silence, and i will stay still in the night,
won't take a step, won't make a move
cuz i know i've been here before,
and im begining to know this road.

All these ways they seem so familiar,
I'm so sure ill get there somehow.
Just have to put my trust in you.

Like pouring rain is you love, so clear and pure.
Birds never fall to earth withuout you knowing.

I want to be whatever it is that i have to,
never thought it would be this hard, but I'm trying.
Its easy when you think you're right,
like all this time.
But now the more i see the more i learn
how far I really am.

The road that winds before me,
the breaths I am to take,
the mornings that await me,
and the dreams I live by night,
all and all my days
are yours forever.

What would be of me if it wasn't for your grace?
Wish I had more faith,
to be so small, to know you so.
Its days like these that I realise,

God, I love you.

I love you

I love you
In the silence, in the darkness
In the chaos, in the madness
All I can think is that
I love you.

I think I rather be the wounded lamb
Than the self sufficient ram
just to be in your arms,
Laying close to you.
So break these walls of pride
Make me soft inside.

How easy I forget
What it took me to get here.
It sure wasn´t my glory,
It sure wasn´t my triumph,
Its only your mercy
that keeps me whole,
And I´m so sorry for forgetting.

I love you
In the joy, in the sunshine
In the clearness, in the victory
All I can think is that
I love you.

Today

Hey, its been a while since my last post, anyway i don´t believe that my blog has a lot of visitors but I don´t care. This is a celebration to freedom of speech.

A lot happened since last December, many changes thank God for good. I truly have understood the meaning of finding your place in the world, and, to my surprise, it was in simplicity. It wasn´t in the big stuff like one always pictures or dreams about, its in the details, in the day by day that you realise that you feel good and you thank God for everything. How many times did I worry excesively thinking that things weren´t the way I wanted them to be o that I hoped that they would be! Like a good friend of mine once said to me, "you have to stop fighting God and the plans that He has for you, just let yourself be lead..." They were words that really made a click in my heart and that everyday I can experience and understand more profoundly. So I did, I let go, I left everything. I reconsidered a couple of things, asked advise to my wise parents and simply started over.

I followed God´s voice and I changed churches and career, even more, I changed my mentality. I changed mi lack of peace, I´m comprehending things and seeing things that I didn´t before. I changed the way of looking at God´s purposes for me and I´m starting to understand them better. I just had to let myself be lead...and quit battling with feelings. I learnt to stop pushing and pressuring myself to be someone God never told me to be. It doesn´t matter how the world sees me anymore, I learnt that to God there are no small purposes nor small people.

Oh, and if you want to know, I started Translation as opsosed to the degree I´ve got in advertisement, completely different (ecxactly) and I´m very happy with the time that I´m living. I´m getting to know really cool people at the new church and I completely agree to what is preached, its like what I´ve always thought in my mind but conceived so dificult to see it in reality. So, I´m still trusting God and I´m very exited for whats coming now. And no, I still don´t have a job, but I know in Whom I have put my trust.